Snow Cottage

My friendster had been expanding this past few months… meeting new people, getting closer to friends that I would normally just say Hi and Bye… and the number of frinds kept on increasing, though I tried o keep it at minimal level… Huhuhu

That’s why I wanted to stop blogging here… But, a few friends wanted me to continue writing… Easy ain’t it?? Fs would just send you a message telling "Hey, I’ve updatedm blog.. come and read it!!" Whereas on other platforms… you have to set who do you want to be informed when you update ur blog… Uhuhu.. I don’t want to specify anyone… If only there’s an option where the reader him/herself choose to be updated…

or is it I’m the one who doesn’t know how??

so, let just sat this. If this blog is updated again next week… I might continue here… if not, I’ll just update my other blog… which none knows about it…

I’ll tell you later when the blog is ready to be seen…

GERAMNYER!!!!!

One. I’m not suppose to blog here anymore… But, that’s not the main point.

Two. I saw something I didn’t want to see. Yet, I saw it. Based on my on judgement, no pressure from anyone. But, emo. GERAMNYE!!!!

This is the whole point.

AAARRRGGHH!!!

Hmm… wuz reading a few ppl’s blogs and suddenly I feel like blogging. But, since my FS expands its network, I kinda hesitate to write more. Well, this blog was meant for my closest friends, whom I add as friends, to read. It is after all my personal life….

Malu la kalo org yg x knal sgt bace… then I wouldn’t be that mysterious anymore la…

Perhaps shud stop now… Maybe ultimately, at least at this page.

Well, I’ve been cramming my head with lots of stuff from my favourite subject which seem not too beautiful anymore. However, I got some enlightenment yesterday and I go…

YEEHAW!!!

But all that ‘vapourise’ when I looked at the answer.. I roughly got the idea. However, the answers were wrong, or correct but in a different units… ooowh, I was too lazy to change back the units which I worked the whole night last night to change. It turned out, it was as easy as cake… The kind of feeling u get when u’re checking one of your Maths problem, seemed easy, but when u checked the answers, u had the slightest mistake. In Maths, u can know when u go wrong. But here, where in the world did I messed up??

Hey, can someone tell me again why am I doing all this??

Among my pensioner activity is send my lil sis to school. Everytime I send her, I saw cute little boys whose faces look very similar. They remind me of the school days I had, at the same school, 10 years ago.

I had among the best of times. I remembered playing galah panjang in the evening during PJ, playing batu seremban in the class. Not forgetting playing getah during recess, with coins in my pocket jingling non-stop. Hihi, thinking of it now, it was hilarious and stupid.

I also remembered the roti canai n kuah dal mak cik used to sell at 60sen. Topped up with fried nuggets, it was my favourite recess meal. But I didn’t buy often as most ofthe days each of us, my big sis and 2 bros have bekal which my mom prepared, eachof us have identical containers. It was blue, roundish-square.

I remembered my first day there, my first ever hands-on-fight-among-girls [I was only the witness, don't get the wrong idea here], my jatuh-dan-gigi-berdarah, my first bullying a junior, my first trip overseas[Singapore je..], my first time being called up by a teacher for "personal counselling" and many more.

Among the most memorable day was when I tried to buy a Tulisan Jawi book from the teachers in the Teachers’ Room. I had to tell my name and at that time, I had trouble pronouncing the letter ‘R’ [my IICians friends should know this...hihi] So, that particular teacher made me repeat my name a couple of times, plus the words roti, rumah and another I can’t remember what. I was so embrassed. Huhu… but, carefree as I can be, it didn’t matter.

Well, it felt nice reminiscing the days… Mase kecik2 n comel2 dulu… hihi, ske sgt kalo org kate i’m comel… [keh3] eeee… rase camnak jd kecik balik je…

I am seriously tensed out right now. I’m actually studying while on my absolute vacation (not complaining as it was my choice…)

BUT

Can’t anyone just help me? I’m so hopeless studying alone, plus it’s something beyond my imagination! Aarrgghh!!

I wish someone could just sit in front of me and explain what in the world I’m doing right now. Or at least give some basic stuff for me to work on… wait, what about the ‘basic stuff’ I learned since Form 4??

Oooppss…

Come on brain!! work it!! pump, u 3lbs-slimey-precious-piece-of-meat-(and lots of neurones)

Okay, I’m going crappy.

I think I really had a great day today. Know why?

First, I fulfilled my thirst for popcorn after watching a movie where the actors went for a movie and ate popcorn. Sedapnye!!! Since I have the keys to the car… the devil inside me emerged!!

Then, I enjoyed the popcorn by watching another movie. Hilarious at the beginning. I was screaming like mad until the first tragedy stuck. SAD!!! I was ‘windstruck’…

Then my friend told me about her bro’s wedding… well, I was happier for her than for the brother. Dunno why.

Then, all tis reminded me of what my dad said this morning just after he came back from Jakarta, "Why are smiling so widely??" Then I realised. When I’m euphoric, I would smile endlessly. I thought I don’t have this at home as I would be in a very balanced state at home. It seems that I am what I said. Whateva u see me anywhere, that’s how I am at home. Hehe, hope the smile lasts through 5 tough years ahead!!

Then, just now, when I as in the bathroom, I remembered to set my 10 years, 15 years goals plus my long-term goal. Well, I haven’t written them down just yet.. Haven’t really thought of the time frame. My 5 year plan (it was the 10 year plan last 5 years) is almost here. I am so afraid that I don’t have a ontinuation of my dream.

How are u suppose to live without a purpose in life?? See, the basis of life is to be tested, who among us are the best in deeds (Al-Mulk, verse 2) Planning is alsoa test. A good Muslim should be able to plan. Like the saying goes,"If u fail to plan, u plan to fail"

Okay. so, current status : Euphoric, realising 5 year plan

Immidiate action : Write down Rancangan 5 tahun Munirah… hehehe

Was browsing through the net, looking at pictures of UK, of the city I’m going to in September and I noticed one thing. The cities are flat.

Flat. There’s no tall buildings and if there is, it’s nt soaring high. I was looking for a building as tall as Empire Towers [if I'm not mistaken this is the name, the building near Ampang City Square, the one with blue windows] at least. None.

So I was wondering. I am so used to living in a concrete jungle when I thought there are more concrete jungles out there. I mean the UK. But, it seems that KL is even more concrete. When I went out yesterday. It was 9 in the morning. And KL skyline was hazy… or is it misty?? I doubt it.

Hmm… one point to think. Have we been urbanised too much?? Or have we been urbanised unbalancedly (my word, no comment)??

Just got back from Genting yesterday. Ooops, wrong one. Went to Genting yesterday. Just a day’s trip with 4 other brave friends.(uhuks.. these people know what I mean) Flying here and there, ate a RM5 ice-cream goreng plus its taste wasn’t as nice as I had in pasar malam kat MCIIUM… two years (and a half) back… By 9pm… I’m home.

Flattened with a severe headache, but I could still watch Supernatural which I thought wasd the season finale, turned out to be another episode that I’ve watched. By 10.30, off to bed.

Next morning, I saw leaves terabur on the road. So I asked my mom, "Did we had a storm?". "No, we had a ‘hujan batu’.." What?? A hujan batu and I missed it?? My mom said the ice were as big as two-third of your pinky!! And the roof was rattling (was it the roof??) nonetheless… hujan batu!!! This is the second time I’ve heard about it, first time it landed on my house, and I missed it. Aaarrrggghhh!!!

Aiseh, another force of nature, that omes once in a blue moon, and I missed it. Sigh~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…

I am trying really hard to contain my fellings right now coz guess what?? It’s my birthday and I’ve just graduated!!!!! YEAH!! YEEHAW!! Well, not formally but I finished my final paper last Friday… I can’t stop grinning… huhuhu…

I’m having a sore throat and feel like I’m going down with a fever… Can’t continue writing…

Okay. Another step done. A lot more to go…

Uhuks